Well what a day! Now you know I am about to harp on about the weather....God knows I do it most days but hell! OK, quick history....you know I work in the bloody middle of nowhere.....we only have one car and Jan uses it as she works shifts and further away.....so I have a two bus commute the return journey from work involves me standing on a country lane with no shelter for about 15-20 minutes...why? Because the bloody bus only runs every two hours. I have to make sure I catch it so I need to be there in plenty of time! Tonight it pissed down....driving bloody rain in a high wind. Was I pissed or what! By the time the bloody bus arrived I was ready to chew someone's head off...sodden from the knees down....pretty damp everywhere else. If alcohol wasn't my saviour then I would have gotten the razor blades out and ended it all for sure. Now it may seem that I am exaggerating a tad......I'll leave that up to you. I guess the mere fact I am typing this shows that I have survived this crisis...for today!
Don't be afraid
Open your mouth and say
Say what your soul sings to you
Your mind can never change
Unless you ask it to
The thoughts that make you blue
The things that bring you down
Only do harm to you
So make your choice joy
The joy belongs to you
And when you do
You'll find the one you love is you
You'll find you love you.
Listening to: "What Your Soul Sings" (100th Window) - Massive Attack